brilliant power beneath

as it must be obvious to you, with your more detached perspective, by now, my sense of my own transness is not shallow. my impression is that is scarily deep. scarily not so much because i fear it but because it reveals the limitations of my understanding of myself, my control of myself.

the good news is that it causes me to like its presence deep within me.

the community of people who experience deep transness is vital in my respecting the validity of this deep presence within me. oh so deep, oh so much a part of my existential, essentially human experience. xx