know the score

 crossdreaming is part of the music to be faced in my life. it is written into the score.

 it is not party music that should be turned off if a situation becomes serious. it isn't because it can't be. take it off the turntable and sooner or later it will return to the turntable and start playing of its own accord.

but its own accord is really my accord.

i should know the score by now.

i am not the character in the dream. i am not the person who in their sleep has dreams that aren't real. i am the psyche that expresses itself in its dreams. xx